Let it out

All what i think, what i feel, what i imagine, what i know and what i don't, can be written and reading here, i'm not afraid, i just.. let it out.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

¡¡¡¡GRACIAS!!!!

Te agradezco por los ánimos que tu misma me das, en esos momentos de lucidez y felicidad que tengo.
Porfavor sigue así, pronto llegaré donde las dos queremos llegar.
TE AMO!!
¡¡Gracias!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Todo es un desastre!

Everything is a really mess.
I talked with my ex and is nice to do it, but i have to admit that i still have feelings for him AND HE DOES NOT!!.
I'm really angry at him because of that, why he can't see me as something else than a "friend" now? He told me "i like you but things are differents now, and i dont want to hurt you" so i asked "why differents?" and he said "I see you as my friend now". He even wished me good luck with guys in a future and expects me to find the right one and feel happier again.
Really simple to say that, but it really hurts even if i tell him that i was fine, that i DID understand and that i'm aware that we're just friends and nothing more could happen anymore. But the truth is that i'm not fine and i don't understand.
So the only thing that's left to do is to back off. As someone said once "It's a wise person who knows when to move away" I really have love for him, it's all inside me still, but i can't force him to love me.
I'm mad at him for all that and making me feel liks this.
I have to let him go. It's about time i guess.
It hurts but there's no easy way to say goodbye.
=(

Thursday, October 04, 2007

My Thesis??

I don't wanna do it!!
It sucks !! i don't wanna read about it anymore, i don't wanna think about it anymore, i dont wanna write about it anymore!!!.
I'm sick and tired of it!!
I don't want to!!!
But i have to =S