WHAT???

You know what??
I was wrong... NO I WON'T LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
You have a really special place in my heart and you were a really important part of my life but hey... i won't love you forever.
And you know what else??
I was wisihing not to fall in lvoe again... but now i want to fall in love again.
This is like a sick game, because even if i've been suffering for you for about a year, i still want to love and feel loved again, not with you of course but with someone else.
Don't think i'm trying desesperately to find someone else, because i'm not. I'm taking my time, time for me, for myself, and for enjoying myself.
I have this weird sensation that i'm gonna be fine. I feel like happy inside again, not totally but a bit of happiness. And i smile again for any particual reason... i'm in my way.
So Mathieu, i won't love you forever but you had a really special place in my heart.
Au revoir mon examour.
=)