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I think i'm depressed.
I cry for everything and sometimes i find myself sad and thinking about old times when i had a better perspective of everything and i was happier or "happy".
I have a low selfimage right now, i feel so ugly, so unatractive and so disgusting in so many ways, almost all ways posible.
Sometimes when i'm typing i feel as if i was playing piano ... =)
I try so hard for not crying and feel better, don't know if i'm denying what i'm feeling but i don't want to go down in a deep depression so i better fake i'm fine and no one will notice it, maybe not even me.
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