I'm about to do a crazy thing!

MATHIEU GINOD I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY BABY! YOU WERE MY FIRST TRUE LOVE AND THE ONLY TRUE LOVE I WILL HAVE.

I write all that because i'm afraid i won't be able to say it again to you, now that we're not together anymore. We've been appart since September from last years, that's 9 months now. How come time goes by so fast??

I love you honey, and even if i know that you won't read this, it feels good to stay it again after months without saying it to anyone, not even when i was alone because i didn't want to.

Now i feel good enough to admit that i sill love you and that i can say it freely without being afraid of falling againf or you, this time i can say it and keep walking, not going down but keep standing, living my life and understanding that your love isn't mine anymore and that we don't belong together.

Life is good... don't you think? after all, life is good.

I love you Mathieu Ginod.

I will always do!.

I hope you remember me somedays and realize and feel how much i loved you. You may think you'll find someone else who loves you like i did but honey, that won't be possible, simply because the perfect match for you was me and the true love was me and that's something you find just once in a life time. You let me go and now i only wish you good luck, i'm sure you'll find someone who loves you but not as i did honey. After all je t'aimais, je t'aime et je t'aimerai.

Good bye my love, you were, are and will be the one for me. Sorry you don't think the same.