Valentine's day is coming

I'm not those kind of persons who think that must be a day for celebrating something like a birthday or mom's day or LOVE DAY!!... i know it should be celebrated all days, and even if i know it, i can't avoid that feeling of excitement when that day stipulated by someone is coming, even if so deep in my mind i'm thinking "why are you acting like this?, it's just another day". Well i'm talking about it because Valentine's day is coming and as you'll know... I DON'T HAVE A VALENITNE!!, and i shouldn't care about it but I DO!!, i never gave it importance before, when i was single and never fell in love with someone, but when everything changed and i fell in love with the most amazing person i ever met and i had a valentine in that soooo commercial February 14th i lost myself because now i spend some of my time thinking about how lonely i'm going to find myself in that "love day" instead being working in a stupid essay i have to do and deliver for February 14th!!!... yeah!! Valentine's day!!.

I'm just hoping a miracle happens, and i get focus enough to do a great job on this essay about my researches which are going excellent (eveb if i still can't find some theories to support them with) and that i forget about all the valentine's stuff and stop caring about it.

Pray for moi!! ... i'll be doing it :=