Thinking back

I'm listening to music and just a few minutes ago a song started and that brought me old memories, some sad and some happy. I just remembered my friend Araceli who committed suicide, she loved the song i was listening a minutes ago, we sang it together in a karaoke bar like 2 years ago and it was awesome!!. I don't really know why she did that she did, i still don't get it after a year. I used to dreamt about her after she died, and i thought she wanted me to pray for her... i haven't dreamt about her in a long time. I hope she's ok at least. A lot of persons miss her here in earth. She was so much funny and i had so much fun with her. I could say a lot of memories as that one at the pool or the one at Joey's Oyster Bar... those were old good times. Now everything is different, since she went away everything is, i'm not complaining, i strongly think that things happen for a reason and all persons have to move on but there're some instants in your life where you wish you could go back in time and fix something or just be with someone is not here anymore, those instants where you wish not be an adult or where you miss when you were a child, an innocent girl full of life and who believes in all people... it's not that we're not like that anymore, it's just that we've changed, always for the best!!. I wish i could believe it at all.

Try to be happy!!, that's the only way =)