Hmm happily in love??

I've been thinking (as i always) and i know i'm in love of him, my drug (as i could him sometimes because when he's not around i miss him so much), my baby, my boyfriend, my everything and i'm not ashame of saying all that. I'm so much in love of him, i'm lost in love ...can that be possible?. I feel something inside me is growing more and more and that it will come a point where that is going to eat me and all be all love, pure love... is that possible??. Well everything is possible.
The thing is that when he's not around i'm waiting for him and i want him so much to be with me, but i know he's doing his life, hanging with friends and living life and i'm not because the only thing i want to do is sharing my time with him, i know love hit me so hard but i don't want to become a depending person, i don't want that my happiness or my mood depends of him, i know i love him sooo much but i know i'm wrong with all this i'm doing, i gotta make a change, or suddenly it won't be more me ... i've fought so much for not letting that others control my emotions, when i get happy, when i'm sad.... i don't want that so i must do something NOW!. Quick!!! before it moves more and i can't do anything about it. It doens't mean i don't love him, hell he knows how much i do!!. =)