Missing

I used to have someone who i felt really nice, we talk about everything but if you ask me what was that, it was nothing really, just silly things that became important in that moment and made us have a nice time together. I remember that he was very shy sometimes and i liked it, he must looked really cute when he blushed. Now i realized that i miss all that but i miss him more, he's not the same as before, i haven't told him that, i feel i can't, and sometimes i feel as crying because i just miss all that, how pathetic i can be that i'm not living my present because i'm thinking of the past, my life shouldn't be lilke this, i know i can change it and shape it as i want, but sometimes you feel good in a strange way when you let your body feel these kind of emotions too, i mean, i know that i can't have what i had before just by feeling sad and miss it but living these emotions make me feel good... alive... it makes me feel that i feel and the best is that i know that i'll go through this and i'll live all this again in some future. I always feel better when i write about anything even if it could be everything because they're one, just like black and white or light and shadow, the life is full of contrasts.

A normal day

Today was a normal day for me, i woke up to go to school, even if i didn't want to because i'm too lazy sometimes, i know i have to do that, the people calls it "responsability" but i call it "..."well actually i haven't named that so... i guess it could be anything... but what am i talking about?, maybe i'm crazy but i don't think so really, but it doesn't mean that i'm normal, i don't want to be "normal", that makes me feel like i am as everybody else and no one must to be exactly like others because we're completely diferent, maybe we can be similar and share some thoughts but it doesn't mean that i have to do what all people does.
well...i won't think to much of that because i don't want to now, my life is not too complicated so... maybe i'll tak the easy way... "my easy way" that could be difficult for you.